Tired.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! I so fuckin hate that!! WhY THE WHOLE FUCK IN THE WORLD THEY ONLY WANT TO FUCKING USE YOU FOR FUCkING SEeeeex?! AAAAAAA!!
So tired of all
Its hard being in another country far away from your family, you feel so alone and afraid/tired/bored of your life.
You want everything faster but instead you're waking up with no plans, no goals no fucking nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT A BETTER JOB, I WANT PAPERS I WANT STUDIES I WANT MY FAMILY HERE MY MOOOOOOM!!!!! and KOSHKA))
I WANT A BOYFRIEND WHO CARES ABOUT ME AND I WOULD GIVE HIM MY LOVE INSTEAD
I WANT TRUE LOVE (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Please God.. help me survive.. And help me achieve my goals